Tuesday, July 31, 2007





PaL, I hope you forgive this intrusion on your space, but I couldn't resist using my blog administrator powers to wish you a very happy birthday. The Buddha Diaries is a place of authenticity, exploration, and passion...and I for one feel privileged to follow along every day. Here's to approximately 365 (yikes!) more entries during the coming year.


Keeping the home fires burning,

Cardozo

Sooke Harbor to Hollyhock

The excitement for the morning, at Sooke Harbor? Eagles. Bald eagles. Thanks to a man with a camera in the parking lot, I looked up and spotted a fledgling,

perched on the high branch of a nearby tree. A big bird, already, as big as his parents, but without the distinctive black and white plumage. I rushed back to our room to grab the camera and got this picture. Okay, our camera doesn’t have much of a zoom, but I think you can spot him there, if you look hard enough.

Back on the porch of our room for breakfast, I worked out that if the fledgling was there by himself, the parents could not be far. Turns our, according to our neighbor, that they had indeed been out there fishing in the early hours.

I kept an eye on the stand of pine trees while we enjoyed our breakfast (scrambled eggs, and probably the best smoked salmon I ever ate!) and finally patience was rewarded. First the fledgling did a couple of practice flights, a hundred yards out, a hundred yards back to his perch. Here he is…

Then the parents showed up, both of them wheeling around the stand, and one of them settling down for long enough to be sure the big chick was okay. I got this picture of her.

Okay, again, it’s a bit of a search. Look for the black and white spot! Then, as if to show her disregard for her earthbound observer, she turned away, lifted her tail, and squirted out a long white trail of bird poop. Quite a sight. But no picture. Not fast enough with the camera. But anyway, we were blessed with this visitation, and were able to leave Sooke Harbor with the feeling that this one piece, at least, had found completion.

A long drive north—three and a half hours, to be precise, along the coastal highway,

with a brief stop for lunch at Qualicum Beach, a wide, open cove with a great view of the distant islands and the mainland mountains; then on up a virtually deserted stretch of highway to Campbell River, where we took the water taxi

out to the remote Cortez Island. Here’s a view from the speeding taxi.
Oh, and a self-portrait, taken with outstretched arm.


We arrived at Hollyhock, our destination,

late afternoon, had a good dinner—very different from Sooke Harbor! This one all vegetarian, all organic, no wine… But good, a good change from the haute cuisine we have been enjoying until now. I guess you’d call this good, honest food.

After dinner, we decided to attend a lecture. While I could not but agree with the main thesis—basically that the world is fast going to hell in a handbasket, and that we all need to pay attention if we want to save it, and ourselves; and that the old dualistic split between mind and matter must be replaced by newer thinking—I found myself in fundamental disagreement with the lumping-together of Buddhism with the "authoritarian" religions which have misguided us with their top-down, paternalistic attitudes. There evolved a sometimes rather sharp discussion between myself and our lecturers, myself arguing that their association of Buddhism with those other "old religions" was a misleading simplification. Their idea about karma was essentially a kind of god-driven predestination. I put forward the notion that the basic principle had to do with actions and their consequences, a theory not out of line with our lecturers’ insistence on individual responsibility for the planet and each other. I was particularly distressed—and said so—when meditation was described as a kind of self-indulgent waste of time. Sure, I agreed, we all need the passion and the commitment to set our world aright, but the chief ingredient in that action is precisely what the Buddha taught: consciousness.

Hmmm. A lot to digest. It was a good and lively discussion, well worth having. And I trust there was some learning on both sides of it.

To bed, later than I would have wished. And unsure about the availability of Internet access on this remote island. If I miss a day or two, I trust you’ll bear with me. (Note: Got it, today. Tomorrow, my birthday. I might take a couple of days vacation...)

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 7/31/2007


No snowflake ever falls in the wrong place.
~Zen Saying


Monday, July 30, 2007

Atom Syndicated Feed Link Added. UPDATE: RSS Feed Added As Well

UPDATE: I have also added an RSS feed just below the atom feed on the bottom right side of the screen.

I have been pretty clueless as to syndicated feeds but I got an email from a reader wondering if I had one. Well, I have a FeedBlitz subscribe box but that's only for email subscription so I finally added the atom link down on the bottom right side of the blog screen. I hope that this helps those looking for my feed. Let me know if it isn't working and I'll work on it some more. Thanks!!

Enough business but all I have time for today is a quote without my usual commentary after. However, I don't think this quote needs much commentary:

Imagine a child sleeping next to its parents and dreaming it is being beaten or is painfully sick. The parents cannot help the child no matter how much it suffers, for no one can enter the dreaming mind of another. If the child could awaken itself, it could be freed of this suffering automatically. In the same way, one who realizes that his own Mind is Buddha frees himself instantly from the sufferings arising from [ignorance of the law of] ceaseless change of birth-and-death. If a Buddha could prevent it, do you think he would allow even one sentient being to fall into hell? Without Self-Realization one cannot understand such things as these.

--Bassui Tokusho Zenji

PHOTO: Black and white picture of the Buddha tattoo on my left fore arm with my antique bead mala from Destination Om: Custom Malas and Prayer Tools.

~Peace to all beings~

Another Glorious Day

I wrote yesterday about our early morning in Sooke Harbor, so there's no need to repeat myself. Except to include another few pictures of the spit that I don't think I used yesterday...

and those darn herons.
So beautiful, so elegant, such efficient fishers! Oh, and breakfast!


We spent our Sunday morning close to home, relaxing and reading on the small lawn outside our room, and taking some pictures

of this beautiful hotel and its bountiful gardens.

Wanting to see more of the coastline while we're here, we stopped by the front desk around noon to pick up our packed lunch, ask for hiking suggestions--and borrow binoculars. I especially wanted to see a few more of those magnificent bald eagles. Our friend at the desk suggested China Beach, a half hour's drive north and west of the hotel, and we followed his suggestion.

A lovely road that hugged the shoreline, passing through sometimes dense forest, sometimes alongside the pebbled beaches with their piles of sun-bleached silver driftwood. The parking area for China Beach had only a few vehicles, even on a Sunday, and we left the car there and walked perhaps a half mile down through

the forest to the beach. We had heard about the previous winter's storm, and saw the evidence of it here in the forest, with many downed trees, splintered or sawed up by rangers to clear the path. A dramatic demonstration of the powerful processes of nature...

And a dramatic arrival at the beach, glimpsed first through the serried ranks of trees,


then spreading out before us in its full, splendid length.


There was a brisk wind, quite cold, we thought, and marveled at the sight of sunbathers in scant costume--some even braving the waters--and kayakers paddling in the breakers. We found a sheltered spot for our packed lunch--this time, a meat pasty (shredded pork) with a rhubarb sauce, apricots again, and cake with chocolate icing. Very nice. Then strolled back and forth along the beach in search of shells (not many) and attractive pebbles (more than plenty) to add to our pebble souvenir collection back in Southern California.

Feeling somewhat chilly, we headed back up the hill for the car (passing along the way a tired old dog for whom we feared the climb had been too much: he simply collapsed on the path, and we feared his heart might have given out. But happily we saw him again later in the parking area, struggling valiantly, and still alive!) Then back on the road, making one excursion to explore a coastal residential area, arriving back at the hotel in time for a good nap. Slipping off where I could offend no other hotel guests with the evidence of my indulgence, I found a pleasant corner to enjoy Sunday cigar--a Cuban El Rey del Mundo, conveniently purchased yesterday in Victoria--in the company of a good book. (No pictures, please!)

Then... dinner! Another splendid feast

prepared by the chefs at Sooke Harbor House, enjoyed with another spectacular view from the hotel dining room.

As the meal ended, a full moon rose majestically above the bay, and we came to the end of another glorious day.

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 7/30/2007


If you try to aim for it, you are turning away from it.
~Zen Saying


Sunday, July 29, 2007

Sooke Harbor... and Victoria

While the memory is still fresh... This morning! This glorious Sunday morning! I woke at five-thirty, time enough for a delicious full hour's sit--and thoughts of our little sangha, gathering even as I write these words, down in Laguna Beach, a thousand miles to the south. Outside, the fog bank still hung low at the other side of the bay, and the sun was just beginning to glow through the clouds on our side. Birds everywhere, sea birds, land birds... Herons, two-a-penny. Well, no, because each one of the is different and individual--a different stance, a different attitude, a different crook of the neck and a different flap of the big wings as they take to flight. They love it here. I saw eight of ten of them at one time, just outside our window. Then, the greatest thrill of all, a great bald eagle appeared from behind a stand of pine trees and made a lazy, wheeling turn right above my head. Electrifying! And I didn't even have the presence of mind to take a picture...

Speaking of which, it's time to get a camera with a better zoom than the little one we have. It takes wonderful pictures (no?) but I'd love to get in closer to those herons.
Or to the band of sea otters that Ellie and I saw, just a little later, as we walked out along the long, curving spit of land outside our hotel, which makes a natural breakwater
between the open sea and the wide harbor, with its yachts, its fishing boats and
piers. I did not know that otters swam in bands like this: there were six or eight of them, closely grouped--and they were surely too small to be seals or sea lions.

We humans sorely need this contact with the wild. These creatures serve to humanize us in the example they set of the precise and proper use of power, their complex relations with each other and the environment they inhabit. They waste nothing, occupy only the terrritory that they need and, I imagine--perhaps too fondly--do battle only over natural imperatives.

Oh, and then, on our return from a long walk out along the spit, there was breakfast.
As they used to say, dig it! More, later, about the incredible food we've been enjoying at this inn.

In the meantime, on with the day. Yesterday, that is. We hung out comfortably for the duration of the morning, needing the chance to take in the breath of life outside the city. Then, being so close, we took the forty-five minute drive into Victoria and spent the afternoon exploring that famous city. Wandering down through the streets from a convenient parking structure, we arrived at the sea front and wandered along the promenade, pausing to watch a juggler doing his act--and to retrieve some cash from a reluctant ATM machine. Then on, past the elegant and venerable Empress Hotel,
to a comfortable area along the quay where we could sit and enjoy the packed lunch provided by the hotel...

Is this the time to rhapsodize? Our inn provides breakfast served in the room AND a packed lunch, as well as dinner, if one so chooses. Everything is prepared with enormous skill and sensitivity to the ingredients, and presented so artfully--you've seen the pictures--that it seems almost a shame to eat it. All local ingredients, most of them grown in the gardens of the hotel, all of them organic, and blended with extraordinary devotion to the balance of taste. Our packed lunch: a salad with beets, orange and yellow bell peppers, marinated fava beans and chick peas and specially prepared tofu (I know what you're thinking if you don't happen to be a tofu fan, but this was truly delicious!) An orange nectarine, very tasty. And a piece of the most delicious carrot cake I have ever eaten. Period. No contest.

Thinking to avoid the milling millions of (fellow!) tourists, we wandered into the back streets behind the parliament building, and happened upon a local food and crafts fair (luckily, we were no longer the least bit hungry) and got directions to the Emily Carr house, a few blocks further on. It turned out to be a modest Victorian, by no means a mansion, nicely kept up for those interested in learning more about this until recently little-known Canadian artist. Carr seemes to have been part Emily Dickinson, for her spinsterly isolation; part Georgia O'Keeffe, for her sensuous landscape painting; and part, yes, even Getrude Stein, not only for her stern appearance and her impressive girth, but also for the ever-so-slightly sardonic wit of her writing. We enjoyed the tour of the house, a nicely done CBS video about her life and work, and (free!) tea and cookies in the sun room.

We walked on through the beautiful Beacon Hill Park,
past wonderful, whimsical children's playgrounds, lakes and open lawns,
and out the other side in search of St. Ann's Academy--a Catholic institution recommended for its interesting buildings and gardens.
The chapel was sweet, but much else was closed for a wedding celebration, so we left and strolled back through the city center to the old Chinatown area,
then back to the car, feeling quite exhausted from the extended walk.

Surfeited with food of the gourmet variety, we stopped at a pub on the way back for a huge helping of greasy fish and chips. Delicious. Too much. The big plates were overflowing at the edges. Thankfully, I didn't take a picture.
And so, as Pepys used to say, in his diary, to bed. Wouldn't he have loved a blog. No?

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 7/29/2007


Life is what it is, you cannot change it, But you can change yourself.

~Hazrat Inayat Khan


Saturday, July 28, 2007

Oooooh! Ahhhh!

Not much to say, really. Woke at five. Did a half hour sit. Packed. Walked down street to pick up rental car. Office closed. Walked back to Starbucks, bought coffee, waited for car rental to open. Picked up car. Picked up luggage (oh, and Ellie) at the hotel, drove ninety minutes to ferry dock. More waiting in the passenger service area (they sell all kinds of stuff there--but no NY Times!) More coffee. Boarded ferry...

Crossed channel between lovely islands...

Disembarked and drove down Vancouver Island to the incredible Butchart Gardens...

Apologies for the dupe, I couldn't work out how to erase one of them, but they're worth seeing twice, no? And there's more...

Roses...

The lovely Japanese garden, with its myriad greens--the trees, the shrubbery...

And the famous Sunken Garden...

So many pictures, so few words. And then on, south, to our new digs in Sooke Harbor...

And dinner...

And bed...

Need I say more?