Tuesday, January 31, 2012

ALMOST HUMAN...

... today. But not quite yet. Still hacking away, and congested. Still befuddled, up top. One insight from the current battle with a cold--it seems almost too much to dignify it with the word "illness"--is the realization that most things can wait. There really is nothing so urgent as to demand instant attention. I don't even have to be writing this entry... Would it be so terrible for readers to arrive at this page and find... nothing new? I think not.

Humbling, in a way, too. I attach too much to the significance of what I do. Then I look out through the window and see the city of Hollywood, California, stretched out below; I think of all the words being entered on all those computers on just this one day--all those novels and poems, all those business documents and letters and, in this city, all those screenplays; and then my mind wanders back to all those words pounded out on all those typewriters over the decades, many of them intended, but so few of them ever reaching, the "silver screen"... So many earnest people, so many ambitions!

... and here, today, is my small handful of words, cast out into that same ocean. With nary a splash, really. You see what I mean? Still, I keep doing it, if only because that's what I do.

(I warned you: befuddled. If not benighted.)

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/31/2012


"Hatred does not cease by hatred, but only by love; this is the eternal rule."

~The Buddha

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Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/31/2012


"Hatred does not cease by hatred, but only by love; this is the eternal rule."

~The Buddha

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Monday, January 30, 2012

AMAZON

If you've been trying Amazon to order a copy of "Mind Work," I'm aware that you're still getting a message saying "temporarily out of stock." While I'd like to think that this is because copies are flying so fast off their virtual shelves, more likely it's because of Amazon's slow response to the new publication. On the one hand, I'm tempted to encourage you to keep trying, in the attempt to break the log jam in their author-unfriendly system; on the other, I'm inclined to have you go directly to the publisher, Parami Press, to be sure your order is filled promptly. Or there's always your local bookstore, in which case you'd be doing everyone a favor. (See article in Saturday's NY Times Business section.)

LEMON AND HONEY...

... in hot water in the morning.
Tart, soothing to the throat.
Antidote to the cold
I nurse. I sit in bed,
a scarf around my neck,
Kleenex in easy reach.
Oh, mighty sorry
for myself, believe me!

STILL LEARNING...

I remember being hugely entertained, at the age of ten or so, by a mock-history book called 1066 and All That. The only part I can remember, all these years later, is the false-friends translation from the French: voici l'anglais avec son sang froid habituel--rendered absurdly by the authors as "Here comes the Englishman with his usual bloody cold." You had to be English, I suppose...

Anyway, I mention this only because I have a bloody cold. Came down with it right after the first day of a weekend retreat with Than Geoff--sore throat, congestion, sniffles, cough, the whole deal. This is the second I've had in as many months, and I'm mightily displeased about it. Hard to think, to be mindful, to write, when the brain is swimming, as it does, in a dizzy haze.

Today we head back to Los Angeles, as is usual on a Monday. We're fortunate to have inherited a sauna in our (still relatively) new house there. I'll try to sweat this thing out of me. But I'm not very much looking forward to the drive.

Meantime, on a serious note... I have been thinking about the essential value of failure. I have a young nephew in England who, I heard yesterday, is struggling with one of his creative classes--something he's not "good at." Like the rest of us, this promising young performer likes to shine. If he hasn't yet discovered it, however, he surely will: you stand to learn much more from the failures than from the successes. What I don't like has usually more to teach me about myself than what I do. Still, I'm not quite ready myself to take that ballet class. Not at my age. Though I'd certainly learn a lot about myself if I did: mostly, I suspect, from the aches and pains, about what happens to the body as it ages!

So now I have to look upon this bloody cold as a gift? As something that can teach me more about myself? Fat chance!

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/30/2012


"Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others. He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind."

~The Buddha
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Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/30/2012


"Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others. He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind."

~The Buddha
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Sunday, January 29, 2012

SUNDAY

Three dozen human
beings, gathered,
sitting, silent,
breathing, energy
shared. Outside,
the steady sound
of fountain water,
falling. Birds. In
such a moment
everything
is one.

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/29/2012


"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."

~The Buddha

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"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."

~The Buddha

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Saturday, January 28, 2012

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/28/2012


"Chaos is inherent in all compounded things. Strive on with diligence."

~The Buddha

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Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/28/2012


"Chaos is inherent in all compounded things. Strive on with diligence."

~The Buddha

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LOVE WINS

I've been thinking a lot about what my late father might have said about Rob Bell's Love Wins: A Book about Heaven, Hell, and the Fate of Every Person Who Ever Lived. An Anglican minister who struggled mightily with his faith in the privacy of his sometimes tormented soul, my father practiced and preached the dogma of the Church of England to his various congregations--at times wrestling within even as he officiated at communion or read from the Bible at the lectern. He started out as a "High Church" man who loved the theatrical aspects of ritual--the robes, the candles on the altar, the ritual processions and gestures. His country parishioners generally disapproved of such frivolities, and he had to learn to cater to them--much as he had to temper, at least from the pulpit, his socialist beliefs. Toward the end of his life, he came to embrace the European ecumenism--based in Taize, France--that sought to find common ground between the various Christian denominations--catholic and protestant.

Like Rob Bell, my father was inclined to find the fun in fundamentalists. (A scurrilous aside: skip this if you have sensitivities about language. This country pastor used to tell, with considerable glee, the story from his undergraduate days at Cambridge, when a somewhat naive and humorless fundamentalist group saw fit to call themselves the Cambridge University New Testament Society, and cheerfully plastered posters all over town with their acronym printed in bold letters at the top.) I like to think that his beliefs were broad-minded enough to have acknowledged the truth that Bell propounds: the vision of a non-exclusive Christianity, paying homage to a generous, expansive, transcendent God whose love extends beyond the small number of his merely pious--self-righteous?--followers to include those countless millions of perplexing "others," no less human, but definitely not Christian.

(I should mention at this point that, through the intermediary of mutual friends, Ellie and I had dinner with Rob Bell and his family the other night. It was a joyous and rewarding encounter, full of good fun and laughter. Our hosts for the evening were David Vanderveen, editor of The Love Wins Companion and his wife, Sarah. Message: Do not read this as a "book review" in the usual sense. As I have reiterated many times in the past, I am not a critic...)

That said, it's my understanding that Bell's book was hugely controversial in the Christian community when it first came out last year (as usual, I'm the late-comer!) The author stood accused, it seems, of the heresy of "universalism"--the sin of diluting Christian dogma in order to allow for the good will of people of other faiths, or no faith, and their eligibility to share in the love of the all-powerful, all-knowing, all-loving God in whom Christians proclaim their faith. Bell argues--rightly, in my view--that such thinking does not diminish God, but rather enhances his greatness. A non-believer myself at the best of times, I have never come close to an understanding of those who so readily condemn their fellow humans to eternal damnation even as they loudly proclaim their own sanctity and salvation. Heaven and hell are useful concepts only to those who credit themselves with being on the side of the angels.

So why is this book controversial? Could we not all agree that love--in its most expansive, all-encompassing form--is a Good Thing. And that unconditional love--the kind that is given with unreserved generosity, requiring no reward--is an even Better Thing? Forgive me, but this just seems patently obvious to me. Not easy to practice for us flawed human beings, certainly, but eminently desirable. Don't we all long to be loved that way? For the Buddhist, the ideal is to be able to actually practice such compassion. Since I myself am unwilling to believe in a God who embraces me in his love, I must learn as best I can to perform that function for myself, as well as for others. I have to wonder--perhaps a little enviously--how it feels to be wrapped in a creator's arms.

"Love Wins" is a fine read. It escorts us graciously and with humor through the minefield of theological conundrums. Bell's voice is filled with passion for his arguments, but a passion that is also intimate and conversational, direct in its address; rather than providing all the answers, it opens up questions for the reader to ponder and debate. I love that he leaves ample space on the page for this to happen, and that he's not afraid of the silence the blank space suggests. I like, too, his inventive use of the line break, the dramatic pause, the rhetorical exclamation point. He can, truth to tell, become a little arch--as in arching the eyebrows in mock surprise or horror, a verbal throwing up of the hands, a nod and a wink to the wise--but we forgive him that because he is at the same time so entertaining. He delights in playing with his reader. (Having been brought up with it ringing in my ears, I also miss the glorious language of the King James Bible in his biblical quotations. But that's just me.)

Most of all, Bell's voice sounds to me like a voice of welcome, kindly sanity in a field of human aspiration where insanity and contention all too often seems to rule. Creationists, climate change deniers and rapturists beware, you'll get no back-up for your arguments from Bell's God, whose stubborn love of humanity transcends even human ignorance and willful stupidity. If God is Love--and Love is God--I can go along with that, even as a disbeliever. I like to believe that my father would have, too. Not to mention the Buddha. Thanks, Rob!

Friday, January 27, 2012

Gallery Rounds--Revisit

Those promised pictures are posted now on my Gallery Rounds entry from a couple of days ago. I think you'll find it worth while to take another look--and be sure to scroll down to the Lita Albuquerque images...

LIGHT BEFORE LIGHT

Light before light.
Dawn, the glow from beyond
the bedroom windows,
an imminence.

Within, expectancy.
The great, daily intention
to start anew.

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/27/2012


"Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace."

~The Buddha

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"Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace."

~The Buddha

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Thursday, January 26, 2012

WEEKEND GALLERY ROUNDS

There's such a lot happening on the art scene in Los Angeles right now, it's hard to know where to start--and what to choose to write about. With so many shows of interest, too, and never enough time to write about them all, it comes down to a matter of giving short shrift to many artists who deserve much more thorough and thoughtful attention. That said, here goes:

I think that many of my readers will be aware of Ted Orland's work as the co-author, with David Bayles, of the widely-admired Art & Fear; and, more recently, of the solo book, The View from the Studio Door. Both of these are indispensable handbooks for creative people interested in process--how and why art gets made, and why artists persist in doing it. Which is why I thought Orland would respond with interest to my own book, Persist; and I was not mistaken.

Having known this artist primarily--and perversely, perhaps--as a writer, I was delighted to have the opportunity to see his visual work in person at the Creative Center for Photography toward the east end of Hollywood on Sunset Boulevard. The title of Orland's "Scenes of Wonder and Curiosity: A Collection of Black & White Silver Gelatin, Hand-Colored and Inkjet Creations" clues us in to both the breadth of his interest in photographic process and his idiosyncratic vision, which ranges from the awesome to the apocalyptic to the cryptic and whimsical. From his mentor Ansel Adams, whose burly image appears in two of the early pictures--the collection spans the period from the late 1960s to the present--this artist clearly learned a profound respect for the great spiritual vista of the California landscape. But Orland's own sense of fun and curiosity constantly intrude on even the most awesome scenery: one picture of the grandiose orange burst of a sunset over the Pacific Ocean, for example, offers the added spectacle of a straggling line of well-dressed citizens headed down across the beach--and apparently into the waves. We wonder what draws them toward their destiny: the Rapture? Similarly, in "One-and-a-Half Domes"...

(Ted Orland images from the artist's website)

... the shape of a large trash trash can in the foreground rhymes mockingly with that of Yosemite's famous landmark on the skyline, even while a "painting" audaciously intervenes.

Orland delights in the unexpected, in seeking out the oddities of both human behavior and the environment we humans have created--of that which has been provided for us by Nature. He is as fascinated by a "Born Again Truck"...


... an ancient machine gaudily redecorated to proclaim the power of Jesus--as about a towering T-rex reconstructed at a truck stop in the desert, or about an abstract expressionist "Meteor"...

... about to strike the planet with apocalyptic force. It's all a mind- and image-play between what we like to call "reality" and the imagination of the artist; an exercise, as the show's title suggests, in wonder and curiosity.

Down in the Culver City area, we made a stop at Carter & Citizen to see the latest work by David MacDonald, an artist whom we have long admired for the modesty of his means and the quiet there-ness of the objects he creates as a sculptor (how strange it feels to use that word, these days!) and master of the quirky assemblage. I had read with some bemusement the review by a Los Angeles Times critic who expressed surprise by his use of the term "Self Portraits" for the title of this latest show: I have always seen his work, even though "abstract," as a kind of self portrait, explorations into the unknown territory of parts of the psyche which just felt like projections of the intimate self. This is the essence, to my way of thinking, of lyricism, and MacDonald's work is nothing if not lyrical. I see the new works as small totems, with a quietly humorous phallic reference...

David McDonald
Self Portrait (Protected Self), 2011
Cement, Wood, Hydrocal, Re bar, Cardboard, Enamel Paint
36" x 14" x 15"

David McDonald
Self Portrait (All There), 2011
Cement, Palm Tree Wood, Hydrocal, Enamel Paint
68" x 28" x 24"

... intended to catch the spirit of the man much as their larger, Native American cousins are intended to embody the spirit of the tribe. On the walls, in similarly lyrical mode, the artist shows "paintings" created out of elegantly assembled fragments of paint chips, perhaps pried up from the studio floor...

David McDonald
Fractures #16, 2011
mixed media
7.5" x 5"

Their modesty and simple presence gives them an appeal that is far greater than their actual size.

Headed west, we made a stop at L.A.Louver, with two concurrent shows. Put together in collaboration with former Los Angeles County Museum curator Maurice Tuchman, "Kienholz Before LACMA" is a collection of early works by Edward Kienholz, prior to the time when his controversial exhibit at the museum attracted the ire of L. A. County Supervisors and other local dignitaries, notably for the infamous "Back Seat Dodge," in which a couple could be discerned in flagrante delicto in an already socially iconic situation, one in which a good number of young Americans were introduced to the early, fumbling, dreadfully sinful experience of sex. It's an important show, recalling the always challenging, often confrontational, generally dark and brooding, though also strangely elegant early assemblage work of an artist whose place in art history is beyond question.

There's a family connection here: the Louver show includes two works from the collection of my late in-laws. "The U.S. Duck, or Home from the Summit"...

Edward Kienholz
The U.S. Duck, or Home from the Summit, 1960
construction
26 7/16 x 21 1/4 x 6 in. (67.2 x 54 x 15.2 cm)
Los Angeles County Museum of Art,
Michael and Dorothy Blankfort Bequest

... was gifted long ago to that same County Museum; the other "The American Way, II"...

Edward Kienholz
The American Way, II, 1960 and 1970
paint and resin on rubber garden hose with severed deer neck mounted on wood (above);
once covered with paint and watercolor on canvas (top image), subsequently removed by the artist (below)
22 3/4 x 22 1/4 x 8 in (57.8 x 56.5 x 20.3 cm)
Courtesy of Susan Camiel, from the Dorothy and Michael Blankfort Collection

... hangs usually in the home of my wife's sister, who inherited it. Originally hidden by the cover...

... that now hangs alongside it in the Louver show, the piece was offered for purchase by the artist--at the time an unknown newcomer-- as an act of faith: it was to be purchased blind, and the cover was not to be removed for ten years. Halfway through that ten-year period, it was returned to the artist for the investigation of a curious, spreading stain, still visible on the cover; at that time, Kienholz--now much better known, even notorious--offered to buy the piece back, with substantial interest. His offer was refused.

The second Louver show, in the upstairs gallery, is a glance back at some early work by Tom Wudl--paintings made for the most part on rice paper, perforated by innumerable punch holes that give the image a lacy, delicate appearance and allows it to interplay with the white wall behind...


Tom Wudl Homage to Buckminster Fuller , 1973 - 1975 acrylic and gold leaf on paper punch 28 x 37 in (71.1 x 94 cm) plexi case: 35 x 43 x 3 in (88.9 x 109.2 x 7.6 cm) Courtesy of L.A. Louver, Venice, CA


Tom Wudl Untitled, 1973 pencil, crayon, liquitex on paper punch 65 1/4 x 87 1/2 in (165.7 x 222.3 cm) (unframed)
Courtesy of L.A. Louver, Venice, CA

Combining color and abstract, often geometric shape, they result in magical objects of both moving and penetrating beauty, where the observer's eye and mind are invited to play along with the artist's restless, high-spirited inventiveness. That much over-used word, "spiritual," comes inevitably to mind: Wudl's work, I think, intends to move us beyond the realm of material concern and into a place of simple serenity and awe. Its quietly and insistently present beauty can take our breath away.

On to Bergamot station. We did not have the time to stop by all of the many galleries there, but some were of special note. We started out at Shoshana Wayne, with the work of the Israeli-born artist Izhar Patkin. The central work in the exhibition is "The Dead Are Here," a gallery-sized installation within the gallery...

(image courtesy of Shoshana Wayne Gallery)

... hung on all the surrounding walls with elusive paintings on a gauzy surface, draped ceiling-to-floor to create a complete environment. The images (applied in ink), come in an out of focus on this ethereal ground; they evoke the ghostly landscape of a cemetery, with the greenery of trees and lawns interspersed with grave markers, stones and funerary sculpture. It's an environment that poignantly invites memento mori, the awareness of mortality; but also transforms its traditionally absolute power into something more diaphanous, transparent, ephemeral. Watch for announcements of a One Hour/One Painting session that I'll be offering in the gallery in a couple of weeks' time. (Feb. 8, 6PM. Advance registration at the gallery with $25.00 required. Please don't just show up! There won't be space for drop-ins.)

I must say that my initial response to the Jeffrey Wisniewski video at Patrick Painter, Inc. was a somewhat shocked revulsion. It's a six-plus minute animation called "Battle of the Buddha." Here's the banner for the show from the gallery's website:


The juxtaposition of "battle and "Buddha" was itself something of a challenge to one who prefers to believe in the Buddhist values of peace, equanimity and serenity. The Buddha is presented as a sumo wrestler--big, rotund, mask-faced, lumbering. After starting out from a state of meditative levitation, this golden Buddha touches earth and splits into a second, red version of himself; the two go through the ritual sumo preliminary bows, then run at each other, the golden Buddha delivering a swift and nasty kick into his red rival's groin.

The battle is on, and continues for five minutes, resolving itself at the end with the two repeating their ritual respects and merging, once again, into the single, levitating, golden figure. It is, of course, an evocation of the inner battle that we all experience--and that the Buddha did, indeed, himself experience on the night of his enlightenment. So I found my way past the initial reaction and into something more like appreciation--noting, along the way, that my revulsion was probably based in something not dissimilar from what many Muslims felt about those Danish cartoons! Still I do credit myself at least with not wanting to kill the artist to express my outrage.

Rosamund Felsen Gallery is showing Karen Liebowitz's "Magical Thinking"...

Karen Liebowitz
Skinning Leviathan
2011/12
Acrylic on the wall

... a huge mural--16 by 30 feet--that occupies an entire gallery wall. It's an epic narrative painting, showing the slaying and carving-up of a Leviathan, a monster of the deep, by a team of dedicated and athletic women who swarm over the carcass with machetes and knives. Leviathan is
a dragon who lives over the Sources of the Deep and who, along with the male land-monster Behemoth, will be served up to the righteous at the end of time. When the Jewish midrash (explanations of the bible) were being composed, it was held that God originally produced a male and a female leviathan, but lest in multiplying the species should destroy the world, he slew the female, reserving her flesh for the banquet that will be given to the righteous on the advent of the Messiah.
Okay. There is, it seems to me, a certain (rather delightful) ambiguity about the gender politics of all this, but the mural is a spirited, slightly absurdist drama that engages with its narrative and, enormously, impresses as a feat of painterly skill completed in the relatively short time set aside for the preparation of the show. Not on public display as a part of the exhibit but on hand in the gallery office are the many preliminary drawings and sketches that made this feat possible. It's an interesting tidbit to know that Liebowitz used her women artist friends as models for her small army of Amazons. (The two other artists currently on display at Rosamund Felson regrettably fell victim to my shortage of time: my apologies to both Nancy Blum and Vanessa Conte)

Our last stop for the day was at Craig Krull Gallery, to see the ambitious, multi-part installation by Lita Albuquerque, "287 Steps"...


It involves three galleries, one of which is devoted to the artist's very beautiful cobalt blue pigment paintings, stunningly enhanced by explosions of red pigment blown across the surface--either by breath or by the wind...
Albuquerque's vision tends to locate the universal in the intimate and highly personal, and vice versa. Her paintings manage to be at once ethereal and earthy, vastly spacious and intensely present. Viewed at length, they can unfetter the attentive viewer's mind and transport it dizzyingly across time and space...

... which is perhaps the intention of the three-dimensional installations in the other two galleries, one of which is occupied solely by the full-length, prone figure of a nude female in that same Yves Klein blue...


... levitating a few inches above a substantial white sarcophagus; the other, by three oversized, shimmering "space suits" in pure gold leaf, suspended in space in front of a long, blue-painted wall..


There is back-story for all three installations, concerning a female, alien astronaut falling, Icarus-like, to earth in some distant future; for myself... well, I like mystery, I love the invitation for my mind to play, and this exhibition creates ample opportunity for that. Sheer, glorious beauty can be a trap for any artist: Lita Albuquerque embraces it with abandon, and seduces us to do the same.


NONSENSE

dish wash-
ing liquid
wish dosh-
ing quidlic,
dosh lick-
ing quid-
wosh. Ralph's
Value. Lava-
trastes liq-
uido (aroma
di limon) Oh,
to speak
Spanish! Never
did learn.

And this...

now where
were we when
you last
stopped by
and please
remind me
once more who
you are


Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/26/2012


"An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind."

~The Buddha
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Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/26/2012


"An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind."

~The Buddha
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Wednesday, January 25, 2012

IT'S WEDNESDAY...


So here I am,
walking George
at dawn. A pink
contrail stretching
far and away, arrow-
straight across
blue sky. Crow's
black silhouette
on a telephone
pole. Down here
on earth, George
poops on cue.

Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/25/2012


"Ambition is like love, impatient both of delays and rivals."

~The Buddha
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Early Morning Buddhist Inspiration - 1/25/2012


"Ambition is like love, impatient both of delays and rivals."

~The Buddha
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